Ok, I don’t know if anyone feel this way, but it’s something I’ve been dealing with since I came to school. The face that I’m not relying fully and completely on my parents and have to keep myself disciplined when it comes to school is becoming a little over whelming. I live such a sheltered life and it’s so weird being “independent.” Balancing my studies, my quiet times, and all the other little fun things in my life is way too time consuming. Where do I draw the line? I want to have fun, but I need to study. It’s a little nerve racking. The hardest thing is trying to fit sleep into my schedule. I’m the typical sleep deprived college student living off of ravioli and caf food. Mmmm, good. :\
I’m going through the rush process for the next two weeks. I’m soo excited, but not so pumped that I can’t go home for the next few weeks. I’m such a home-body and I miss my family like crazy. I’m undecided about which tribe I want to be a part of. They all seem so amazing. I have faith that God will put me in the tribe HE wants me in. We did a service project this past Saturday and it was such an eye opener. Sure, all we did was clean, but we cleaned so that they could have church in a run-down part of town. It reminded me of the song “God of This City.” There so much to do and it’s a work in progress.
I didn’t think I would like this whole blogging thing, but I actually enjoy it. It’s a good way for me to express what I’m dealing with and get some feedback on it. I’m certain I’m not the only one going through all of these little controversies. Since I’ve come to MC, I’ve been exposed to so much. I love the atmosphere here and I love how everyone, for the most part, has a happy go lucky attitude. All in all, I’m having the time of my life, and I couldn’t be more stoked about it. Well, I guess this is it for today. :) B+ (smile and be positive)
About Me
- April.
- It amazes me that even when I mess up or fail, I'm loved unconditionally. I have an amazing heavenly father and I trust in his wisdom and sovereignty. I have an older brother and he is my absolute best friend. My family and I have a very close bond. My friends are amazing and God has truly blessed me. I'm unique, figure me out.
3 comments:
Don't worry. We are all feeling the independence. Just keep trying. I still have to depend on them for gas money until I finally find a job. So keep on keeping on- Joe Dirt
God has an awesome plan for you, you just have to trust that He will reveal it in His perfect time. Keep being faithful to Him and He will bless all your ways.
Don't worry... you're not alone. I feel a lot like you on most things. Hang in there and I know you can make it. Oh, and I almost forgot. I loved your Smile and Be Positive thing at the end. That was cute. :D
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